“HEART LIKE MINE” Chp.1
I made my way through the long hall of the plane that I was in. Out of Canada. I already said bye to my Mom, Dad, and Jazzy and Jaxon. I hated doing that. Usually it put me in the worst moods. Leaving my family when I didn’t wanna. Everyday it got to me that I didn’t get to see them as much as I used to. I had to learn to suck it up. This was my life now. And I loved it.
Selena was with me. She was in a pretty good mood right now, which made me happy. Seeing her happy always put a smile across my face. Just her made me smile.
When I found the small bed, I let myself plop onto it, stretching my body across it and letting out a small yawn. I’d just gotten done with a small performance in Canada before I left.
Next thing I knew I heard footsteps skipping towards my area. I closed my eyes, smirking to myself. I knew who it was, but I’d just pretend I was asleep. Surprise her.
“Justin did you-” I heard Selenas’ voice ask, then cut off once she relized my eyes were closed.
I heard a small giggle, then felt the feeling of her finger tips crawling up my chest. “Wakey wakey, I know you’re awake. You can’t fool me that easily.” She whispered. I smiled, blowing my cover. But I’d keep my eyes and my mouth shut. I felt the sound of the bed shift a little. She laying beside me now, which made me let out a small light chuckle.
He sucked at pretending to sleep, it was funny. I let my fingers travel up his chest, then rub across his collar bone. “Psst, you can open up your eyes now big boy.” I whispered to him, giggling after wards.
Lots of stressful things happened back in Canada, which I planning to keep behind me now. That was the past and the past only. Well, hopefully.
Justin ignored my command on purpose, keeping his eyes shut. I rolled my eyes then crawled onto of him, straddling him slightly at his waist. I leaned down and whispered in his ear in a seductive tone, “Boo.” I giggled, knowing that would trigger my boyfriend.
I felt her weight shift from the side of me to my waist, biting my lip slightly between my small smirk when she did so. I opened my eyes, my gaze hitting her beautiful brown eyes. “Hey there, Beautiful.” I whispered to her, sitting up and bringing my face close to hers.
“Flirting won’t get you anywhere Bieber, you’re gonna have to try harder then that.” She joked with me, smirking after she said so. I rolled my eyes at her in a mocking tone and wrapped my arms around her sides.
“So, how’s it going?” I asked her in a sort of singsong tone. I knew that she’d still been a little down from all that had been happening to us lately, so I just wanted to make sure she was alright now. “I’m pretty good, now that we’re alone, with out any worry of the paps showing up and ruining this.” She said, running her hands through her lucious think black hair.
“You still seem stressed. I can read past your expression you know.” I said with a slight shrug. I could. That’s how well I knew my girlfriend. She bit down on her lip and shrugged back at me. “I can’t really get all of this off my mind. I don’t know.”
I didn’t like seeing her like this, in that up down mood. We a couple of hours away from Cananda now, I didn’t even know where we were headed now. I had a couple of days of free time. I didn’t have any performances to do. I let a smile slide onto my face whenever an idea popped into my head. That was it. I could let her release her stress in one of the most romantic places I know; Paris.
I slid her off my lap, her fighting to come back on. “Where do you think you’re going?” She asked in that seductive voice again, that voice only made me want to wrap myself around her again.
“Just-Just hold up.” I told her, walking out of the small room and towards the pilot of our plane.
I rasied a brow at him, then shrugged. “Okay, whatever. I’ll just wait here, alone. In this room.. With no one around.” I teased him, smirking in satisfactory and let my back hit the bed again.
One subject had been on my mind lately. I wanted to tell Justin. I wanted to finally tell that boy that I loved him. He didn’t know, but I’ve loved him for so long now. I just hadn’t admitted it. I’m scared. If he doesn’t love me back then he’ll probably just…run off. I can’t loose him. No, I’d go completely insane.
Justin was my everything, all I ever wanted in a guy.
I twirled my hair in my fingers as I brought my knees to my chest, hugging onto them.
I smiled when I heard footsteps coming back towards the room. Justin walked in with a huge grin on his face. I could tell he was trying his hardest to hide it.
“What’re you up to?” I whispered to him with the same soft smile placed upon my face. He chuckled, walking back towards the bed and sitting on the edge of it.
“I know you wanted to go home now and spend time with your family..but I kind of wanted to do something for you.”
“And that is..?”
“I wanna take you somewhere. Somewhere where you don’t have to stress about anything. I want you to be relaxed.”
“And you want me to be relaxed why?”
“I shouldn’t have to explain that. Just, get to the part where you say yay yay now, okay?”
I rolled my eyes at him then spoke up again quickly. “First you have to tell me where this place is, lad.” I giggled at the new nickname, twirling my hair again. He was confusing me. Unlike Justin, it was hard for me to read his expressions sometimes.
“Paris. We can stay there over night, what’d you think?”
eeep! Paris! I loved Paris, only been a few times. But whenever it was time for me to go I never wanted to leave. I nodded with a huge grin on my face, “Of course we can stop there! Sounds perfect to me, love.” I said, bringing my grin down to small smile. I didn’t wanna seem too excited. That’d just make me look weird.
She said yes, which meant, this would be it. I had it all planned out. I bring Selena to a special place. I’d rent it out for us, and then I’d tell her for the first time that I loved her. I’m focusing on trying to block out the negative thoughts for this..like her saying that she doesn’t love me.
I knew for sure that I loved her. I loved her too much not to tell her now. I grinned at her, breathing in and breathing out once then spoke up. “That’s perfect. Great. We should be there in about 2 hours though. So be prepared.” I added a wink to the end of my sentence.
I felt that feeling in my stomach. Like when you’re nervous about something and it feels like you’re gonna throw up. The thought of telling Selena I loved her made me feel like that. I mean, not in a bad way but…I’m just so nervous.
I wouldn’t show that though, never.
This one didn’t have much “drama” in it but trust me, it’s leading to the point. This just gets it all started! Thank you for reading <3 remember to leave me lots of reviews! p.s; sorry if there’s typos, didn’t have enough time to go over it.